DDT43 Wrote:You seem a really sweet girl Celeste, un resign yourself. Can you do that?
U are very sweet yourself thank u!! Yes i could un resign myself, but I am really lookign out for the best of the channel and the other girls at this point. I am learning tho that if ofcom does decide that I am guilty it really does not matter if I resign or not.. I feel just HORRIBLE!!!! I did not do allt he things they are accusing me of, but yes I do try to make it a litttle fun. i am a night show girl why do they even ptu a night show girl on a day show if they are worried was my defense especially knowing how I am , but that is a childish response and I must take responsibility!!! They do have me on this weekedn and it looks liek the whole investigation may take about a month so I may or may not stay on until I find other work... I do not want to leave. I really just feel like I have caused a catastrophe~!!! I have been tellign my boss for months to do hardcore stuff for the website with me as I am open to doing that and well they jsut kept lookign over me and begging girls who have no interest in doing it!! That really has nothing to do with this other than they limit my ways of naughty entertainment!! LOL LOok I am loyal to the place, I work for practically nothing, I am always there alone, and I AM OPEN TO DO ANYTHING, as long as its for the channel!! Yet they are like umm no celeste u are not right for it so we are gonna go beg this girl off the internet to do it have her tell us no and pay her ten times as much as we would pay u for the girl not to show up LOL and we will throw celeste on day time television and 3g adn imlive and NOT advertise her at all.. SO basically hey u figure it out celelste!! LOL!! One minute I am told to be super naughty the next I todl to act like a nun.. As I said the only fault my channel has is simply thinking I am not good enough for them ( but they also know I am loyal and well I work for the least amount of money) SP they keep me on.. But then I think ofcom changes the rules every day so really honeslty alot of people are at fault, with a serious lack of communication.. but I cant blame anyone else for this .. there are too many other girls jobs at stake fro this I just need to accept it and do my best to move on. I am hoping ot still do internet stuff adn hoping u guys wills till stay in touch. And well allin all u never knwo there might be a rainbow at the end of this storm after all. I just have to stay positive.. Thank u for all your kindness.
celeste
xoxo