Hi guys,
I thought I would stop by and just say a big thanks to all of you who consistently support me on here and enjoy my shows
As for the comments about me being "stuck in 3rd gear" last night and not "having as much energy" as my previous shows.. well what can i say.. I obviously can't please everybody all of the time. My minutes spoke for themselves last night so I must have been doing something right.
I want to assure you all that I put 100% into every show I do. I do like to add a bit of variety so that I just don't just do the same thing night after night. Last night I tried a more sensual approach which I think suited the set I was on. I was however still my usual filthy self wity my crotch and arse straight to camera, lots of grinding and not only that i genuinely enjoyed myself. Some of you make out that I was lying there looking bored for 8 hours which was not the case! I am covered in bruises from last nights show from where I threw myself into it and I honestly think I used the set I was on to it's full potential.
As for the comments about my boobs it's probably about time I said something about that. I'm amazed really at how anybody can pass any real judgement on them yet as nobody has actually seen them! I have only had my nipples out of a bra / bikini for my last few shows which really doesnt give you a clear indication of what they look like naked.
I never ever wanted surgery on my breasts. I loved my natural "saggy" breasts (thanks for that one BDJ
) The fact is that I didn't have a choice in it. I had some large lumps that needed to be removed immediately and sent for biopsy. It was a really upsetting time for me and I was going to be left with scars no matter what AND had to have alot of tissue removed. My breast surgeon was fantastic and turned what was a heartbreaking situation for me into a really positive one. My boobs still move, jiggle and bounce and he did an amazing job. They are still the same size as before. I am really happy with them and I think when I can finally get them out completely those of you who prematurely passed judgement on them will reconsider as you will be able to see for yourselves how natural they look. I was back at RLC the week after my surgery wearing low cut dresses and tease hours and nobody even noticed so they can't look that fake.
I know this forum is a place for opinion and debate but I honestly think that some of you should really think before you speak sometimes as I don't think you realise how upsetting some of your comments can be and how much they can effect a girls confidence. It's easy for you to make a flippant comment sat behind your PC screen but it's not so easy to forget negative things that are being said about you.
Anyway... I'm back on again tonight, so hopefully you guys will give me a call and get filthy with me
Lexi x