As nightshows have changed it seems attitudes towards them have as well.
The more cynical and more unforgiving disposition I had about nightshows and the babes in years gone by seems to have become much more widespread on here to my eyes at least.
In a sense this pleases me. People seeing through the relentless dross and the motivation of the channels to screw as much money as possible out of as many folk as possible in as many ways as possible while expending as little effort, investment, imagination and energy as possible.
The attitude of the babes has seemingly become more important too.
In one way I have to welcome this.
In times gone by I regarded the attitude of babes as equally important if not more so than anything else in my judgement as to their quality.
Those who were consistently good on the phone, consistently put in the effort and enthusiasm with no hint of diva mentality.
I get a sense of pleasure from a feeling that babes with a positive attitude are being chief recipients of praise on here.
The main examples of this are Scarlett Jones and Atlanta Moreno.
Their top two placings at the UKAP Awards nightshow category spoke volumes.
The fact that they converse with people on here and through social media in a relentlessly positive fashion sets them apart in so many ways.
I did not vote for either of them by the way but that is irrelevant.
I can absolutely understand motivation for people voting Scarlett or Atlanta even if my vote did not go their way. Had I voted using the same mentality of years past I would have voted Scarlett or Atlanta too.
But as the shows have changed so has my general outlook on them.
I have become more irrational in my appreciation of them.
I just don't look at nightshows the same way anymore.
Far less concerned with babes attitude far more rebellious in a desire for babes to get naked, shake booty, oil up, get in the shower and anything less won't do.
My preoccupation now is who I fancy the most and whose performance I like the most.
This is a source of regret and feels somewhat strange.
At a time when the priority focus of others has moved towards babe attitudes mine has veered away from that to something rather more blunt and crude.
I have done the reverse of growing up
and become a rebel without a meaningful cause anymore
.
I almost feel guilty for perhaps not appreciating a positive attitude enough and those that demonstrate it perhaps better than anyone i.e Scarlett and Atlanta.
Disillusioned perhaps that Lola Knight ever moved to a channel where the very best of her had no chance to be seen i.e Xpanded while at the same time appreciating Michelle Moist's supposed ability to defy the limitations of the very same channel in a quite scintillating fashion. Yes that's right Snookered has become a true double standard applying buffoon of the lowest order.
Well done me
.
The feeling I have now is one of Ashley Emma is all
.
No I don't blame myself for that either
. She is pretty breathtaking after all
.
That being said however there is a part of me that yearns for the snookered of old to make a return. The only ability I still have is to say stuff in a billion words when a hundred will do.
But some habits die hard you know
.