The argument rages on. I really thought about it, again. Even for this online poll on a wank channel board I thought about it. And my mind hasn't changed. I went for remain in 2016 and I would do the same again today. So admittedly I'm not a great advert for 'changing one's mind'. But the question I tend to ask every leave voter I know, or at least every leave voter I know who still believes in Brexit is: Is this how you pictured it all going? The answers tend to vary. The most common answer I get is that it should've been easy but the remainers ruined it by not accepting the result.
It is possible that an element of that is true (a very, very small element) but what is certainly true is the Leave campaign never truly owned this process. They never really believed in it (platitudes and soundbites notwithstanding). A common '#bantz' I see online when remainers agitate for reruns of the referendum is the quite accurate observation that when the Conservatives win a general election, Labour don't walk in and take power... but what if the Conservatives refused to take control? What if they do as the Leave campaigners have done? That being, win the day, and then insist the losing side do the work for them? Yeah sure some of them might do it (the opportunity to be Prime Minister being quite a draw), but would their hearts truly be in it?
A more urgent question than that of how we'd vote if asked to again, is where do we go from here? Or more to the point, where are we being driven? Officially we did our bit in 2016. The rest is down to our representatives in parliament. That's another thing I see in the 'We voted to leave, we need to leave' crowd. I'm in a charitable mood so I won't call it ignorance, I'll call it... endearing naivety
Have these people never been lied to by a group of politicians before? 'We voted for it! You have to do it!' ... Yeah... good luck with that. Remember Nick Clegg and the Liberal Democrats in 2010? Voted in (albeit via a deal with the Conservatives to serve in coalition) on a platform of abolishing student fees? Did they do it? Did they fook as like. 'B..b..b...but you have to abolish student fees! You said you would!' ... Haha... yyyeah... they don't... they really don't...
Do we go for no deal? The people I see advocating for this seem to be the 'lets shake things up a bit/watch the world burn' type. They aren't serious people, and the only thing they really love about Brexit is that sensible people are worried about it. 'What? You're taking this seriously! Ha! What a fvcking loser!' They don't care how many factories close, how many jobs disappear, how many people die of starvation or not getting their meds. It's all just hilarious to them. Or it's project fear and what actually happens in the event of no deal is napoleon rises from the grave, climbs Nelson's column and performs fellatio on the tip while whistling Rule Brittania and a bulldog in a spitfire doing a fly past.
Do we extend? Even if it were purely up to us (it isn't), I'm not sure about that one. I don't know what will be achieved in another few months that wasn't achieved in the last 3 years. Unless the red lines move and we come at it from a totally different angle.
Or do we go for the deal (the only deal currently available) assuming May can pull off a miracle and get it through parliament? On the face of it, this would seem the fairest option. With the original referendum being so close at 52-48, it would probably be fair that actually, no one gets what they want. Aka, we 'sort of' leave.
Do we have another referendum? Well... I don't even think we should've had the first one. Almost every single argument for leaving the European Union has been comprehensively laughed out of town, the only argument still standing, is that we voted for it... so we have to do it, right? Possibly yes, but I don't think our representatives in parliament should make decisions that they know will harm us.
Personally whether we stay in the EU or not now isn't the most important thing to me, because the damage is already done. Whatever happens. Brexit as a concept has morphed out of the simple act of leaving a political union and into something that pretty much insults everything I respect. It insults honesty. It insults integrity. It laughs at forward planning. It laughs at compassion. It sneers at magnanimity. It completely despises intelligence. It loves gloating. I've forgot the name of who posted it but someone on here thought we'd all love to know how well that geezer who owns Wetherspoons is doing out of all this. His profits are up, ooh like for like sales ooh! Yeah well fvcking bully for him!
I suppose whatever happens, the best we can hope for is a dose of certainty. And hopefully that will come sooner rather than later.