Thanks Chris,
You cushion my fall - what an angel!
The way I look at life now is not to get too immersed in the drama and to take a watchers perspective.
Its far more empowering - do you know what I mean?
I am just a human being who is bound by human error so therefore after all the bullying that I've allowed myself to be subjected to over the last five years - all them broken bones and the mind numbing abuse qualifies me as a succesor of life.
I am proud that I've reached this level of self realisation at under the age of thirty.
The reason why I am protective of whats left of my reputation is because I'm in a stage of my life where I'm just getting my family back - NOT my mother, but my brother and father and sister who i havent seen for five years.
These relatives have played a key part in me becoming strong after the trauma left from this perpetrator.
All I ask for is some respect in being able to conduct my daily life without the upset of humiliation.
I'm starting to beleive that I might be worthy of being happy after all this.
If people want to drive me down again - thats their intention. I will try and keep strong for my boys
Sash xx
chrisdaniels Wrote:thats right Sasha staying positive will show you the way
take care of yourself Sasha and remember , never stop believing and live every single day to the full
keep up the awesome work , lots of love from your hardest fan xxxxxxxxx
sasha Wrote:Thanks Kalel darling and all you regular boys in my section
Its real nice to be in the company of real men.
Every now and then a bad apple shows up and its really sad.
I find ignorancy abhorant and refuse to associate with lower energies anymore.
Leave em to get their bad calmer because it allways comes back worse.
Sorry for sounding off but I'm trying to be positive this year and don't want people who feed off peoples misery around me as I've been immersed in it in the past.
Take care of number one guys and look after those who are good to you
Love you'se lot
Sasha xx
kalel76 Wrote:i thought you were great sasha x x